Post by ferris on Nov 15, 2011 11:51:31 GMT -5
ferris grigori mccullough
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: none;,true][cs=2][atrb=width,300] hey there. the name's ferris mccullough! i go by ferris if you were wondering. also i'll have you know that i am twenty-three & loving it. oh. you've heard that I'm hetero all the way? & that I'm from seattle? well the rumors are true for once. well I gotta get going, upside down bar is calling. see ya'! history WOW... MY HISTORY? THERE'S QUITE A BIT THERE. ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THIS? I WAS BORN AND RAISED IN SEATTLE ACTUALLY, BUT I MOVED AWAY WHEN I WAS STILL A TEENAGER TO ATTEND A BOARDING SCHOOL CENTERED AROUND EQUINES IN RHODE ISLAND. IT WAS A NEW EXPERIENCE FOR ME SINCE I'D NEVER BEEN TO THAT KIND OF SCHOOL, BUT IT WAS NICE TO GET AWAY FROM MY FAMILY. MY FATHER CHEATED ON MY MOTHER WHEN THEY WERE ONLY NEWLY MARRIED - I WAS AROUND FIVE - AND MY MOTHER PUT UP WITH IT FOR A LITTLE WHILE. BUT, SOON ENOUGH, SHE COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE, AND SHE LEFT HIM... SHE KILLED HERSELF. IT WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME. I CLOSED OFF MY EMOTIONS ON THAT DAY I THINK. I DIDN'T EVEN CRY AT HER FUNERAL. HEARTLESS, RIGHT? YEAH, RIGHT. I GREW UP WITH MY FATHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND WHO WAS SOON REPLACED BY ANOTHER GIRL ONCE EVERY FEW MONTHS OR SO. I BEGAN TO BELIEVE THAT WAS THE WAY THINGS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE, HOWEVER SCREWED UP THAT IS. I CLOSED MYSELF OFF AND TURNED INTO HIM: THE MAN THAT I HATED FOR SCREWING UP MY LIFE. I WAS HIM - COLD, UNFEELING, THE TYPE OF GUY TO USE PEOPLE - BY THE TIME I WAS SIXTEEN. I'D ALREADY DEFLOWERED TWO GIRLS BY THAT AGE, AND I HAD MY HEAD SET ON TAKING ON THE ENTIRE FEMALE GENDER. I WAS A PLAYBOY, THERE WAS NO DOUBT ABOUT IT. HOWEVER, MY TRUE NATURE ALWAYS REARED ITS UGLY HEAD WHEN I CAME CLOSE TO BEING IN A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP, AND I TURNED INTO MY FATHER. I FUCKED ANOTHER GIRL - SOME BIMBO - ONE NIGHT WHEN I GOT REALLY DRUNK AFTER BOMBING ONE OF THE EXAMS THAT WAS REQUIRED FOR ME TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL. I WAS BROKEN AND PATHETIC, TWO THINGS I COULDN'T REMEMBER HAVING BEEN IN THE ENTIRETY OF MY LIFE. I KNEW I HAD LOST SOMETHING THAT ACTUALLY MEANT SOMETHING TO ME, AND I'D SCREWED UP IN THE WORST WAY POSSIBLE. BECAUSE I HAD FAILED OUT OF AN AMERICAN SCHOOL, I BEGGED MY ASS OF A FATHER TO SEND ME ABROAD, AND HE SHIPPED ME OFF TO A BOARDING SCHOOL IN SPAIN. THE JERK WAS ONLY TOO GLAD TO GET ME OUT OF THE COUNTRY, AND I WAS JUST AS GLAD TO BE AWAY FROM HIM. I WENT TO SPAIN WITH THE INTENTION TO START A NEW LIFE ALBEIT A BROKEN AND DEPRESSED ONE. I CUT EVERYTHING FROM MY MIND, WALLING MYSELF IN SO I COULD NEVER BE HURT AGAIN. BUT, IT JUST TURNED ME MORE INTO MY FATHER. NOW, I'M IN SEATTLE TRYING TO START MY OWN PHOTOGRAPHY STUDIO AND WORKING AT UPSIDE DOWN BAR WHILE I SAVE UP THE MONEY. personality MY PERSONALITY, YOU ASK? WELL, THAT'S A BIT COMPLICATED TO EXPLAIN, BUT I'LL TRY MY BEST. I AM A BIT SELFISH, I'LL ADMIT, AND OTHER PEOPLE DON'T HOLD BACK REMINDING ME OF THAT. I'M A BIT OF A NYMPHOMANIAC ALTHOUGH THAT TRAIT HAS CONSIDERABLY LESSENED IN MY RECENT LIFE. I WAS HORRIBLE ABOUT SEX WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. I SLEPT WITH MY FIRST GIRL WHEN I WAS BARELY OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW HOW TO USE THE EQUIPMENT. IT'S SOMETHING I'M NOT TERRIFICALLY PROUD OF NOWADAYS, BUT I'LL GET OVER IT. OTHER THAN THAT, I JUST DON'T TAKE ANYONE'S SHIT. IT'S HARD FOR ME TO ADMIT MY FEELINGS, BUT I KNOW WHAT I DON'T WANT FROM LIFE, AND NO ONE CAN FORCE ME TO STOMACH THOSE THINGS. | [atrb=width,200] |
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