Post by lucifer emery on Mar 7, 2012 2:04:48 GMT -5
lucifer jehova emery
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: none;,true][cs=2][atrb=width,300] hey there. the name's lucifer jehova emery! i go by luc (pronounced luke or loose), luccie too if you were wondering. also i'll have you know that i am twenty & loving it. oh. you've heard that I'm heterosexual? & that I'm from boston? well the rumors are true for once. well I gotta get going, modeling is calling. see ya'! history lucifer was born to edward and arista emery in 1991. Arista had the boy at the frail age of twelve, almost a year after meeting Edward and getting married illegally. initially, he was not a welcome addition to the house. edward did not want a child and initially tried to murder luc while he was still in the womb. when this did not work, however, he gave the conceived baby a horrible name and erased himself out of luc's life. his mother loved lucifer very much, but even she participated in the scandalous activities in which the family participated. an alcoholic and abusive man. edward often smacked lucifer around the house, using the boy as an outlet for his frustration--sexually, of course. incest was common in the emery family heritage, and thus such acts were not questioned or made uncomfortable. lucifer did not understand what his father was doing to him and did his best to stay out of the other man's way. a deeply religious man, edward always assumed luc was a bad omen come to rid the house of its history and taint the rich family bloodline. lucifer was raised alone without any friends or toys. the only entertainment he had was the mirror in his bedroom. when things would get to tough, he would speak to his reflection and the reflection would speak back, the first stage of what would become a constant battle with his mental health. his parents were very wealthy and held good jobs, so neither of them felt the need to bond with their son. therefore, lucifer bonded with himself, and while his alter ego remained unnamed until later in his life, lucifer often called on it and "luccie" to protect himself when edward lashed out at lucifer. lucifer was enrolled in private elementary school, where the sexual abuse continued with two priests who would belittle him regularly. the boy became quiet, withdrawn, shy and nervous towards everyone he met. it was not until lucifer reached high school that his braver personality began to emerge. lucifer was accepted in the popular crowd in high school and instantly became the favorite among the student body. suave and charming, lucifer picked up many girls and was relieved with the ability to escape his traumatizing life at home. it was during his senior year at seventeen when lucifer met the only love of his life, tilly knox. they dated for about three months before tilly became pregnant on accident. she insisted they did not wear condoms (to luc's relief because he absolutely hates them) and showed symptoms about three weeks later. while luc was excited for the baby, tilly showed less enthusiasm, though she faked it for her boyfriend. luc proposed to her about a month after she was announced officially pregnant, and once tilly had her baby she forced lucifer to buy them an apartment. luc dropped out of high school and got a job as a model for small advertisements in order to pay the bills on the apartment. it ruined his life when he came home one night to find sophia alone and a note on the bed without a single explanation. just "goodbye." after tilly abandoned both lucifer and their newborn daughter, luc looked for more work and finally climbed his way up to professional model. he now works at a photoshoot and raises his three year old daughter all by himself. FOR THOSE WHO NEED CLARIFYING this is a freeform application (so yay i can do this) so i'm just going to add some very clear details here that I don't have any real place for in this applicatin. 1. his sexually abusive past: i have played this character for a long time and i always run into this issue in his application, which is why I have recently been hesitant about introducing him places. though this does effect him, i am trying to break out of the mold with the "omg traumatic past he must be so tortured" idea we all prescribe to. yes, his father was a very, very evil man. he is now dead. his past does have relevance in his biography and the reason i add it in is because it 1) has resulted in him having homophobia simply because he cannot understand why having sex with men is so enjoyable. it has only been painful for him. 2) it leads to his dissociative identity disorder, which i will add in this section later, and 3) because he feels so disgusted with himself for allowing his father (note: he had no choice in the matter) to use him like that he feels he needs to go outward and fuck as many girls as he can in order to convince himself HE IS INDEED STRAIGHT. though many are squeamish and do not enjoy reading about incest, rape, and trauma, these factors have not effected him as horribly a twenty year old because all those memories are stored in three different personalities, and therefore he was not there as much to "witness" these events. they are essential to his back story and cannot be changed, despite how people may feel about these issues. most importantly, i have kept the history quite ambiguous as to prevent people from becoming extremely uncomfortable with his life. 2. lucifer's parents: i always get the response, "well his mother was too young to have children. this is unrealistic." no, it's not. girls can become fertile as early as ten. go look it up. twelve years old is extremely young for a mother, yes, and i have stated in his history that she was very frail when giving birth to lucifer (and she died at 33 because of the physical stress it left on her body). physically, it is very hard for a young girl to give birth at twelve because her pelvis is not wide enough along with her inability to handle the situation on a psychological level. arista struggled greatly in dealing with this, so lucifer was mostly raised and nursed by wet nurses and maids. i have added the young age to help explain what an issue this family was, and how horribly awful they were on an ethical level. lucifer's dad, however, was definitely not the role-model religious man. arista ran away from her own family drama at twelve, met her husband, and married him because he promised to keep her safe. if anyone has read lolita they will know that this huge age gap would be considered pedophilia, but because the emery household was so closed off from the law, edward was able to get away with it. but just barely. again, all of these problematic "plot holes" as some would call them are to give more of a drastic contrast between luc's old life and current life and to hi-light the jump in maturity (or immaturity as i might chuckle at) he has gone through. 3. his disease: lucifer was diagnosed with dissasociative identity disorder at the age of eighteen after attacking his girlfriend at the time. he ended up hurting himself badly in the process, was rushed to a hospital, and diagnosed after having a severe psychotic break where he was tied to a bed and locked in the room, drugged heavily with tranquilizers. for those of you who do NOT know what DID is, let me give you a very brief description: "DID is the presence of two or more distinct identities or personality states...that recurrently take control of behavior." Again, this part of Luc is another one that many people shun and often deny him because they feel he is "overdramatic." I am known for making very complex, very angsty characters, and honestly he'd be a fine character without this illness. But why not add a dash of drama into the mix, right? what is a story without a conflict? in this case, it would be person versus self. DID occurs after a serious, serious traumatic situation (MOST often sexual abuse. ha ha. see the connection? yeah, i'm not dumb). lucifer began to split himself when his situation became too much to psychologically bear. he accquired it at six by playing with his own reflection in the mirror (i will give you that this development is fictional in the realm of science, but I needed a way for it to start). When his father would beat him, Lucifer would tune himself out and let another "personality" take the beatings for him. This way, his psychosis was not harmed in the event and Luc could continue to be a normal human being without the baggage of excess trauma. There are three personalities, each with their own primitive function to keep luc safe from harm: diable, the demon who believes he is a messenger from god and hurts both luc and anyone who gets close to him. he is the frontline of defense and usually appears when luc is overwhelmed with fear or extremely, extremely angry. he often puts lucifer down and reminds him that he is a "monster" and that no one will ever love him; he does so to prevent lucifer from making connections with people who might otherwise treat him like his father had. luccie, lucifer's nine year old self who is a complete daddy's boy and adores his father. he calls himself "bad" because edward often would refer to lucifer as a "bad boy" in order to justify his abuse towards his son. he is often looking for his family and acts like a typical nine year old wanting friends. finally, daisy, one of the most dangerous personalities lucifer posesses. diable explains that daisy is his hellhound and she was created after a few certain incidents where acting much like a dog would please his father. daisy is vicious, bloodthirsty, and out to kill. she comes out when lucifer feels trapped and threatened. he will growl, bark, snarl, show his teeth, and walk on all four legs when in daisy-mode. unlike luccie or diable she cannot be reasoned with. there is a way to snap lucifer out of these states: pain. luc hates pain, and more often than not someone will have to knock him unconscious or cause him a lot of pain before he becomes himself again. sometimes he will revert back to his old self right before hurting someone badly. these forms completely overtake him, and lucifer will be unable to remember what happened when he was another personality. he is not at fault for whatever damage he does as he is not "lucifer" anymore and is completely unaware of what he does. want proof? go research DID for about a year like i did. 4. in complete conclusion: yes, this character is not perfect, and yes he is not one of those characters a very simple-minded individual could handle. he is a complex, complicated, historically messed up boy. but he is not random. everything about lucifer has been carefully researched, planned, and perfected. every single element of his past is relevant to his present, and the reason i write "it does not effect him as a person today" is because 1) he was not there to witness most of it (remember, DID) and when he left his home he started a completely new life and refuse to let his past effect him negatively. now, this will change based on plots and other issues where his history may play a more important role in his life, but for now he is a cocky, self-centered rich boy who does not want to be judged for what his family has done. he is not his father. he is not his mother. he wants to be his own person. his history is so horribly disgusting BECAUSE i want to make the clear, concise note that lucifer will not let it hold him back, and that is just one conflict he needs to struggle with. hopefully this is a long enough little explanation on his character, and from this excerpt we can learn that russia is not just causing intense drama for drama's sake. as much as people might disagree with how i go about this, i would hope those reading his biography would realize that everything written here HAS a purpose, and he is much deeper and more thoughtful than what I had written. I kept his history semi-unexplained because i knew i would get a few shudders, a few whimpers, and a few turned heads because no one thinks that a boy with this many screwed up events would ever be anything brilliant. and that is what i want to change. personality LIKES horses, friends, mint-chip ice cream, getting drunk, driving super fast, money, wealth, his societal status, his job, his daughter, bribing authority figures so he can break the law, flirting, sex (he's a sex addict), flings, masturbating, porn DISLIKES dogs, father-like figures, people getting too close to his little girl, thugs, people who use him, people who hurt his family, and his dead parents, gays STRENGTHS muscular, very fit, charismatic, fun-loving, a musical genius (plays the piano like a pro), spelling, and has beautiful calligraphy WEAKNESSES school, reading (he's a very slow reader and partially dyslexic), slight alcoholic, has psychotic breaks because of the medication he does not take, dissociative identity disorder, hates talking about his past SECRETS has a very traumaticpast: his parents sexually abused him. though it does not affect him as a person today, it has caused him to develop DID where all this horrific memories are stored in three different personalities. FEARS afraid of his parents, even if they are dead. he is very afraid diable will kill someone someday if he hasn't already. HABITS tends to chew his fingernails and runs his hands through his hair when he is nervous. partially anorexic and thinks he is fat so he doesn't eat a lot. will drink to rid himself of his problems and is horrible at keeping secrets. OVERALL
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oh my god. what was he going? great, drunk and alone on the side of the road. in any ordinary situation lucifer would be on the good side of town. not tonight, unfortunately. having stumbled out of the bar clearly drunk and in no proper mindset to call a taxi, lucifer fell back on his balancing abilities, stumbling down the street like a monkey high on shrooms. of course he had good balance--only an alcoholic with no sense of style could afford falling on his face after every two steps. but luc felt great, and even if he did look about ready to keel over and vomit, the boy kept a perky and goofy smile upon his lips, a beautiful rum bottle clutched tightly in his hand. his fake I.D. helped, and since he looked way older than twenty the bouncers just let him through without any hesitation. well, he did have a bit of persuasion on his side... ah, yes, flashing the old green bucks played in his favor, and those running the bar milked him of whatever cash he had on hand.
oh, the bars were so good. the girls, the drinking, the music, the secret sex he used to have in the middle of a mush pot. glorious. sure, sophia might scorn him when she found out the secret to his success, but right now the three year old was more concerned about her playgroup and shoving play-doh up her nose than to care about her father's personal life. having an innocent three year old had its benefits and its drawbacks, but lucifer wouldn't trade his daughter for the whole world. he just hoped he didn't insemenate another girl and end up with two crying babies... no matter, though, because having fun at bars kept him quite occupied. he hated prostitutes, but if a particular young, pretty girl was desperate enough to ask him for sex, he'd take it. especially if she offered money. did that make lucifer a hooker? not in his eyes, of course. plus, having all the beer, wine, and rum you could drink had its benefits, of course. luc loved the feeling of being drunk, and sometimes he'd be so wasted he'd pass out on top of his car. oh, sure, he was an ass, but give the guy a break. sometimes you just needed a long, deep drink when life caught up to you. being good-looking, muscular, and rich was a lot for a guy to take, and though he never admitted it to anyone drinking helped him relieve most of his stress.
the underaged alcoholic stumbled down the sidewalk, wandering further and further away from the place he considered civilization. lucifer hated poor people, poor areas, and neighborhoods that felt creepy and weird. however, he wasn't in any state to judge right now, and as he whistled a pirates of the carribean song the brunette felt a wave of calmness wash over him. it was like all the stress and pressure in his life completely left and luc was left with a floating, serene shell. it was amazing. he tripped and almost fell, but the man was so into his little tune he quickly regained his balance and sauntered on, drunk off his ass and out of his mind. no, he couldn't go home to sophia tonight. she didn't need to see him like this. the girl could take one day without food, water, and a diaper change, right? it wasn't like social services was knocking on his door for neglecting his only daugher. but should he go back? he paused, wiped his face, and giggled "nah!" the man waved his hand for emphasis and teetered onwards, completely one with the night. without a single care in the world, lucifer felt happy and positive as the responsibility of being a well-known model and single father were draining enough.
while luc thought his night would be completely drama free, some moving shadows in the distance caused him to freeze. shouting, grunting, and a sudden blood-curdling crack came from the end of the alleyway. the twenty year old whimpered and recoiled back into the shadows, afraid someone might see him and steal his cash. or car keys. damn, no one was getting his bugatti veyron! the sound of a higher pitched voice meant a girl among the male intruders, but he couldn't tell if she was a friend or foe. luc moved closer, staying hidden in the darkened corners. though the moonlight gave his position away, he had a slight advantage as the perpetraitor's back faced lucifer. suddenly, the outline of a female curled against her car came into focus, and without thinking the drunken lunatic stumbled out, raising his rum bottle over the guy's head, and threw his arms forward and down. he hit the scary man right over the head, omitting a grunt and then a complete fall forward, his face pressed against the gravel stones, body limp. "tha'll show you, ya dity rotten scary man!" chided the drunken lucifer, a goofy, but intoxicated smile prying through his lips. his blue eyes wandered back down to penelope, cock his head ever so slightly. "you ok?" though his words were badly slung together, luc did his best to convey a concerned, caring and upbeat tone, despite the fact there was a half-dead man on his feet. luc ran a hand through his auburn hair and nudged the body, licking his lips like a young child experiencing death for the first time.
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